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Evolve Series 1: Pre-Evolution |
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05. Separating
Summary:
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“So this is it, huh,” Logan frowns. ‘You sound
pathetic,’ he curses himself.
He didn’t expect this to happen.
She is the one who is leaving and he is wallowing
like one of the women from his innumerable one-night
stands.
Never has this happened to him.
But then again, never has he met someone like the
white haired, blue-eyed beauty African beauty,
standing a hand’s reach away from him.
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“Yes,” Ororo’s response sounds equally lost. She
wants to hug him and hold him to her.
She didn’t expect this to happen.
She never has had a one-night stand. Until now. She
expected them to just go their own way. Not this.
Never has this happened to her.
But then again. Never has she met someone like the
raven haired, perfect-bodied man, just a step away
from her.
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“Thank you….” she says, not knowing the proper
one-night stand etiquette. “….for the night.”
“Hmph….” is the answer she gets.
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She has sensed Logan withdrawing from her.
She doesn’t want to look too much into it. Not now.
She merely attributes it to his way of ending the
night.
But deep down she knows…..She was the one to
withdraw first.
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“Goodbye,” she steps out of the room door. Her legs
feel like lead, not wanting to leave the room. Leave
him.
“Ororo,” he steps up to her, his gaze stuck on her.
He is hesitating, and he doesn’t like it. He never
hesitates. Nor does he ever do what he is going to
do.
“Yes,” there is expectation in her voice.
Expectation and….fear. He doesn’t like that. Nor
does he like the sadness rolling off her.
“Thank you,” she smiles at his effort. “I had a
great time too.”
“You are welcome,” is all she can say before walking
away once again. She liked what he had just said.
But it wasn’t what she wanted to hear. ‘Its better
this way,” she consoles herself. ‘He doesn’t know my
secret, otherwise he wouldn’t even come near me, let
alone touch me…lo…’ she crushes the last thought.
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Lost in her thoughts, she almost misses his words.
“Ororo,” he carries a reverence for her name. And
something more. “I would like to do this again.”
“What?” she is confused and a little annoyed. Was it
just physical for him? ‘Of course you idiot,’ she
chides herself.
“This,” he gestures between both of them. “Me and
you. I would like to meet you,” he clearly voices
his thoughts,
“Why?” she frowns at him. “For sex?”
“That too,” he is scowling now. ‘What does she think
of me?’ he feels like kicking himself. ‘What she
thinks is the truth. Its not as if you have even a
‘bearable’ track record.’
“That too?” there is wonder in her voice. Wonder and
hope. But only for a moment.
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“You want to have a relationship with me?” he scowls
at her use of the *R* word.
“NO” he blurts out, and regrets it immediately. Her
eyes drops. “Maybe,” he adds a little softer.
“Maybe?” she looks up at him.
“Yes,” he hopes it will be enough.
“I’m sorry Logan, but I cannot live with a ‘maybe’,”
she starts to walk away.
“Ororo,” is all he can say. Her ‘sorry’ rips his
heart apart. “Give me a chance.”
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“I’m sorry,” she repeats. In her pain, she forgets
where she is and finds the fastest way out.
“Goodbye,” she whispers into the wind.
“She…she’s….” He is left staring after her.
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“She’s flying!!!”
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