Chapter 15. Losing |
Date Posted:
09.03.2005 |
** ** indicates telepathic
communication
‘ ’ indicates thought
“ ” indicates spoken words
That ‘something’ around his back was a *woman*
“Ororo,” Jean rested a hand on her friend’s
shoulder. “Ororo, are you alright?”
The x-men were flying towards the last reported
location of the elusive Wolverine, with their
special passenger, Ororo Monroe, Storm.
“Huhn....” the tall Nubian beauty looked down at her
friend, the television still grasped in her hands.
She had seen the video more than a dozen times,
trying to find a way to disprove or falsify it. But
to no avail.
“Are you alright?” she repeated herself, gently
squeezing her grip.
“Yes Jean,” Ororo answered half heartedly, her mind
going back to what the professor had told her about
Logan’s past, the morning after he left the mansion.
//Flashback//
“What did you tell him about his past?” Ororo stood
in front of Xavier’s desk, Jean and Scott sitting in
the chairs next to her.
“Ororo, I don’t think….” He started.
“I don’t care about what you do or don’t think,” she
coldly cut him off. “I just want to know what told
him about his past that you didn’t tell us.”
“Ororo…”
“Now CHARLES,” both Jean and Scott as well as Xavier
himself were taken aback by Ororo’s use of his first
name. It was something she had never done in all her
years at the institute. She always gave and expected
the proper respect to everyone around her. It was
part of her mysterious goddess charm.
Nodding his head, Xavier began.
“Wolverine had a life before he was captured for the
first time, even before he met you.”
“I know,” Ororo agreed. “I wouldn’t have expected
him no to.”
“He,” Xavier took a deep breath. “He was married.”
Ororo’s breath hitched at those words. “I would
imagine so,” she finally managed to word out.
“I had some information about that part of his
life,” Xavier clarified. “About his…wife…and maybe
his children.”
Ororo didn’t say anything, waiting for Xavier to
continue.
“I had obtained a ring…a wedding ring,” he
specified. “On it there was an inscription of love
for James.”
“But his name is not James, its Logan,” Ororo looked
up, her tone slightly lifting at that bit of news.
“No,” Xavier shook his head. “Logan is something he
remembers as his name, maybe someone from the same
part of his life, maybe his father, brother,
friend….or son.”
“Son?” her voice cracked. She had had the same
thoughts over the years. What if his past came to
haunt her? What if he had a wife? Children? Would
they have waited for him or would they have moved
on?
“I’m not sure,” Xavier said clearly. “I don’t know.”
//End Flashback//
From the video footage, it seemed that he had found
his past. His wife had waited for him and now that
she had found him again, and both of them were happy
with each other. He wouldn’t leave her now and
neither would she?
‘And why should they?’ the logical part of her brain
piped up again. ‘When you waited for the man who was
so good that even with just six to seven years worth
of memories he had made you so happy, how would he
have been with a full life worth’s or memories?’
‘But he loves you too?’ her heart countered. ‘He
told Remy that he did.’
‘Did he?’ logic pushed back. ‘He just said, what
else is there worth thinking about?’
‘Coming from Logan, it’s the same thing,’ her love
for him sounded.
‘He left you.’
‘Only because he thinks he is not good for me and
that I love Forge and not him,’ her heart was trying
to find any and every way to shut her logic up.
‘He may have left because of that,’ logic went in
for the kill. ‘But what now? Now he has found his
wife, maybe even children. He is not just going to
leave them for the stupid emotions of a teenager.’
‘I’m not a teenager,’ she frowned.
“But you were when you met him, fell in love with
him…lost him.’
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“Ororo,” Scott squeezed her hand. “Ororo, there is
something else you need to know…..something you need
to see.”
“What?” she asked dejectedly. What else was left to
see?
“This,” Scott located a second file and started to
play it.
-----
It was more video footage from the same mall, about
an hour after the first one.
Logan and his *companion* entered into the camera’s
view, loaded with bags of shopping from the mall.
Reaching the camper, Logan pushed against it as if
to knock on the door.
The next instant, the door was thrown open and
another form stepped out, a female form, younger
than the one standing next to Logan. She seemed to
just as ‘familiar’ with.
‘What has he been doing?’ Ororo frowned. From the
first video, it had seemed that Logan had found his
wife, but a second woman.
“Who is that?” Jean questioned her. “And do you know
the first woman?”
“No,” Ororo shook her head.
“We had thought that it might have been his wife,”
Scott spoke slowly. “Until we saw the second video.
Now it just looks like he is picking up women to
have a good time.”
“Scott,” Jean scolded, sensing the hurt from Ororo
at his comments. “We don’t know anything.”
**For god’s sake Scott, don’t say or do anything to
complicate matters any further** she added
telepathically.
**Jean…** Scott started.
**NO** he flinched at the boom of her thoughts.
-----
“ETA in ten minutes,” Kitty announced from the
navigation control.
“Thank you Shadowcat,” Cyclops answered in full
mission mode. “Alright guys. Up and at ‘em.”
“Sure ting’ cyke,” Remy spoke from his seat. Pulling
his collar further around his head, he lowered it to
his chest and went off to sleep.
“How do you vant us to handle it,” Kurt turned to
Scott and Ororo.
“We go inside and try to find him,” Scott said
evenly. “But no one approaches him. If you find him,
signal the others. Once we are together, only then
are we to go near him. Understood.”
“Yes, fearless one,” Kurt mock saluted him.
-----
Ten minutes later,
“So this be it?” Remy looked around at the run-down
bar n’ motel. It was just like the one they had
found Ororo in, right down to the broken no-vacancy
sign. “This where we find th’ Wolverine. Even his
camper be here,” he pointed to an old camper
standing in one dark corner.
“Shadowcat,” Scott turned to Kitty. “Check the
camper. See if you can find anything familiar.”
Nodding her head, Kitty nodded and phased into the
camper. She came out a couple of minutes later,
holding a weathered sweatshirt in her right hand. A
sweatshirt with the x-symbol on its left side.
“Its him,” Ororo said stoically. “What else did you
find in there?”
At Kitty’s hesitance, she repeated her question a
second time.
“Clothes and stuff….female stuff.”
“Oh,” Ororo’s face hung at those words. “Lets go,”
she said finally.
“Lets get this over with.”
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