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Cleansing |
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03. Insecurities
Summary: You should know who
this is about….the title is the hint. Well its
that…and more!!
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“Don’ like the man,” he grumbles under his breath,
the steps carrying him to a familiar place. “Don’
like ‘im at all.”
“Whom do you don’t like dear one?” a honey sweet
voice answers him this time.
“No one that you need to trouble yo’r pretty little
head over, Stormy,” he tries to sweep the matter
away. This is his downtime…he has come to replenish
his soul.
“Hmmm,” she arches a snow colored eyebrow, her arms
crossing in front of her silk covered chest. “How
many times have I told you….”
“….not to call y’ Stormy,” he completes it for her
as he draws near enough to breathe in her vanilla
and sandalwood scent.
That close he also catches a whiff of something
else…..something that he did not watch to
catch….something that he tries to remove from his
olfactory sensors.
He catches the fading scent of cigar smoke.
“And yet you still continue to do that,” she shakes
her head in exasperation.
“Sorry mon padnat,” he bends to apologize, lifts and
kisses the back of her hand.
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“So,” she turns back to the plants she was tending
to before he entered her *attic* sanctuary. “Who
were you grumbling about on the way up?”
“No one babe,” he flops down on the bed, his hands
automatically caressing the velvet like fabric
covering it, momentarily imagining how it feels like
on naked skin….naked skin of the goddess standing in
front of him.
‘No,’ he aggressively shakes his head to clear that
thought. ‘T’ink about yor’ cherie, not your padnat.
She is yor’ sister…..sister…sister,’ he mentally
chants to remove the arousing and *almost* unwanted
picture.
“What happened brother?” she catches his actions.
“You seem preoccupied. What is going on in that
handsome little head of yours?” She diplomatically
tosses his words back at him.
“Notin’ padnat,” he tries to avoid voicing his
thoughts again. Especially the last one. He knows
that the goddess standing in front of him would be
hurt by that thought…..not only because she doesn’t
think the same way, but also because she *does*
think like that, but NOT with him.
She thinks about *HIM*.
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“Remy….” She sits down next to him, a slender hand
resting on his gloved one. “What is the matter? Did
something happen with Rogue?”
“Non,” his head shake instantly deflects that
thought. “Rogue cherie be great…..great with ‘im,”
he mumbles under his breath.
“Oh,” she is able to catch is words. “This is about
Logan?”
“Hmmph,” arms cross in front of his chest.
She chuckles at his childish but endearing action.
“You are jealous of Logan,” it’s a clear statement.
“Remy not be jealous of that fuzzball,” he tries to
rise above the occasion….and fails miserably, given
the present company.
Giving the clock a glance, she instantly infers the
probable and correct reason for this outburst.
“She is with him, isn’t she,” another self evident
statement.
“Hmmph,” another grunted answer.
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“Remy,” her arm moves to drape over his shoulder,
her nose scrunching at the lingering smell of
cigarettes ingrained in the fabric of his ever
present overcoat. “You know about us. Right?”
“Hmm,” he tilts his head towards her, red-black eyes
narrowing in confusion. ‘Which *us* is she talking
about?’ he doesn’t voice this question.
“You and me,” she clarifies as she begins her
explanation. “We are so close. We are more than just
teammates….more than friends. We are practically
family. You know that don’t you?’
“Do y’ even need t’ ask that?” his arm snake across
her slim waist, all previous *un-familial* thoughts
forgotten.
“No I don’t,” she smiles serenely. “But I asked to
help you understand something.”
“What?”
“We share a bond….you and me,” that gets her his
patent *killer* grin. “Just as….”
“….Rogue and ‘im,” he is fast to catch on.
“Yes,” she pats his shoulder. “Except their bond
wasn’t shared by love and understanding…..it was
shared by blood and tears. You DO know about it
don’t you?”
“Yes,” his head hangs in spite itself.
“Logan is the reason Rogue is with us today,” a
shudder runs through her as she recalls that night
on Liberty Island. “And she is the reason he came
back here.”
“What do you mean?” he looks up at her, his
perceptive eyes not missing the wistful look in her
twin sapphire jewels.
He subconsciously cringes at that look. That look is
another reason he does not like the feral mutant
known as Wolverine. It used to be him, Remy Lebeau
who used to bring that look in his Stormy’s
eyes…..not any backwater Canadian growl monster.
“Logan had promised Rogue that he would come back.
He had also promised that he would take care of
her.” She informs him of the Wolverine’s vow. “She
is his *first* family. She comes before anyone
else….even the X-Men.”
“Even before you?” he slips in the question,
flinching at the slight coloring of her cheeks.
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“Today is Monday Night,” she states the obvious and
craftily avoids answering his last question. “That
means, unless there is a mission, school or either
one or both of them not being here…..it is Hockey
night. Everyone knows that. That is why the
recreation room is vacated the minute Logan enters
it.”
“That be the case everywhere,” he states dryly.
“Remy t’ink it be a part of Wolvie’s
mutation….scaring the children and psyching out
Cycke.”
“It is a possibility,” she chuckles at his remark.
“Maybe we should have Hank conduct some tests.”
“Y’ like ‘im,” his statement carries it own
question.
“I didn’t at first,” she smiles as another memory
lights up her eyes. “The first time we *actually*
met face to face, I fired him off.”
“That be like the Sto….” He stops at the rumble of
thunder. “….like the Ororo Remy know and love.”
“But after Jean was lost,” her sigh is sad. “After
that he stayed back and helped us all. The school
had to be repaired, the students,
classes…everything. Scott was grieving. It was then
that we all came to know what Rogue already knew.”
“What?”
“The *man* behind the Wolverine.”
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“Y’ like ‘im,” he questions again.
“Yes,” she smiles easily at her admission as she
rests her head against his shoulder. “He is a
teammate and a good friend.”
“Just a good friend,” his tone expects an
explanation.
“What are you getting at Lebeau?” her expression
reminds him of the man in question. His eyes and his
empathic abilities tell him what she hasn’t admitted
yet.
“Notin’ cherie,” he tries to look unconcerned.
“Except that y’ have been hangin’ out with the
Wolfman. Rogue said that y’ both went to that bar he
goes to….where he hasn’t taken anyone from the
mansion. Not even Rogue.”
“Rogue is too young to drink,” her first
clarification is about the young woman. “As for
*hanging* out with him, I was just returning the
favor for when he accompanied me to the opera, that
no one else was ready to go to.”
“Y’ didn’t ask Remy,” he tries to appear hurt,
knowing fully well that she wouldn’t have asked him
in the first place. She knows him too well and knows
about his aversion to opera and theater.
“Did I even need to?” that gives him his answer.
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“Next time y’ go out with wild-boy there,” he tosses
another name. “Tell Remy before y’ go. Remy has some
business wit’ ‘im.”
“What sort of business?”
“’e is always showin’ Remy the claws when Remy take
out his cherie,” the conversation has taken a
lighter tone now. “Remy also want t’ show him th’
cards when y’ go out wit’ ‘im.”
“REMY,” she slapped her hand against her forehead.
“Do you all need to have a testosterone competition.
If its not Scott and Logan, its you and him. Why can
not you guys let things be?”
“Where is the fun in…
*Wrrroommm*
…that?”
The start of a motorcycle interrupts their
conversation. Its deep thump echoing in the silent
night.
“Looks like the game is over,” she smiles as the
sound first grows louder and then fainter as
Wolverine rides out of the mansion gates.
“Which game padnat?” he wiggles his eyebrows at her,
his heart calmed by talking to her.
“Which game? What do you….” She notices the glint in
his eyes. “Oh, I am not even going to answer that.”
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“’Roro,” his voice is soft now. “Take care huhn.
Remy don’ want y’ to get hurt.”
“Thank you brother,” she gentles caress his cheek,
placing a chaste kiss on the other.
“An’ don’ forget,” the mischief is back in his eyes.
“I STILL don’ like ‘im.”
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